Had A Blast !

Went out to Klcc ..

Had a blast with my gang of friends ...

Had 2 movies all in one shot ..

First , The princess and the frog ...

Second , Zombieland (18)

Cheated to get my sister into the Cinema ( Movie above 18 )...

Awesome !

Sleepy .. Yawns ...

Horror

Walking in the midst of a large crowd of people ,

Enjoying the beauty of the decorations for Christmas ,

My hands were disturb with an annoying manner whereby my sister was tugging at my Tee ...

Annoyed as always , I questioned her ..

Her face turned pale and I saw watery eyes ...

" My head is spinning and I feel uneasy , " she said ...

A pin drop silence for a moment as we continued walking ..

" I think I am going to puke ," she added ...

" What ? " I screamed at the top of my voice ...

Toilets at KLCC were no where to be found ...

I quickly paced up and pulled her to station at a corner of Parkson with a dustbin there ...

If she had to puke , she would just do it there because it seemed that the toilets were just to far away plus she already look rather weak ...

" My head is throbbing so hard .. Sis, can I take a seat ? " she whispered

I looked over the corner near the escalator and saw a leather made chair ...

" There , just take a seat ... " I said .

She sat down quietly ...

Her face was getting paler each second and I could see tears at the corner of her eyes ...

Horror began ...

She puked at that instant ...

I looked at her blankly and did not know exactly what to do at that split second ...

Her sleeves were long covering both her hands and now filled with the food she consumed that morning ...

Processed thus filled with fluid ..

I felt disgusted but I had to do something because there were people looking at me strangely ..

"I have tissues in my pocket " she spoke

I took it out and started wiping like a total maniac ...

The sleeves and the Floor !

Luck was with us yesterday as she was wearing 2 pieces of clothes ...

I made her take the dirty one off ...

Well , that was the holiday I got from the first day I had put an end to my SPM ...

Yup ! This happened yesterday .. A great experience but I regretted for screaming my head of at her leaving her with my unbearable tantrums ...

Perhaps a bad sissy ? Well , it is my first time dealing with such a situation ... I am so sorry ...

Should not have done it because I know is not your fault ...

Is a no need to say sorry for being sick because being sick is unsorry-able ?

Anybody wants to buy my pretty pretty prefect clothes ?

Selling ....

Informal Prefect clothes ( 1 Tee and 2 skirt ) /( 1 set of Baju Kurung ) = RM 30

Formal clothes (1 long sleeve shirt & long skirt ) = Rm 20

Coat = Rm 50

Free badge and Necktie if you are buying all ? xD

The price is negotiable ...

Sentimental value .. Wore by the one and only Phoebs ! Anyone ? Just write it on the Chatbox ...

Signing off

Graduation

It has all come to an end ...
An end of education in High School ...
An end of close friendship bonds that we had build for many many years ...
An end of mischievousness ...
An end of disagreements with teachers ...

Our life journey and adventure has just begun ...
It is now the time for us to take up challenges as we are growing up ...
Friendships are not bound to be ended in this way instead are to be cherished to build up stronger friendship bonds ...
Afraid as I always have been , I know I have to go through it ..
No matter how hard it is as we are moving on in our separate ways ...

Friends in high school are forever young.
Unchanged, they're where you always will belong.
The crowd is never gone, the pleasure stays,
The music of the moment always plays,
The time remains a field of wistful grace
To which you may return from anyplace.
Of course, you may still know them later on
When you are someone else and years have run;
And you may love them dearly, and they you,
But time must make their friendship something new.
Meanwhile, flourishing within your heart
There is a whole, of which you were a part:
A group of friends, one in love and pain, In whom your longing comes alive again.

Why Is She Always Picking on Me ?

Argh ! I feel rather unfair to be picked against over all other mortals ...
I mean why in the world does it only have to be me ?
I retaliated in a good way and am proud of what I said ...
Retaliate is not the right word ..
Standing up for my greatest dignity , self esteem and pride ...

Returned to school for my very first time this week , the feeling of being lost in my own overwhelming feeling is just odd ... Looking at those familiar faces brighten up to see me back felt great ..
At least , deep in myself I know that my presence was appreciated ... At least ...

It was not that great as I do not like the feeling of being left out as what I was today ...
I regret on certain things I have done a few days back ..
I should not have even written those words ..
Whatever that never do belong to me , I must learn to let go ~~

"What come around goes around "
"You will always Reap what you Sow ...

Blush !

Blush ?
Blush is to display redness on one's face ,
An emotional response, which could reflect embarrassment , shame , or modesty ...

Argh !
I always and I mean always blush at the wrong timing ....
It was and always have been a rather embarrassing moment of mine ...

My face can be all flushed red in just a second and at times take me into deep shock of what I am capable of showing through my face ...
As I grow up with the great guidance of my parents , I tend to show every emotion I face through my look .. Sincerity ..
But as time goes by , I also learn that I must try keeping calm and save emotions ...
Saving it by not letting everything out ..
I guess I had been an annoying person in a way through all the stupid emotions I let out when dealing with a nervous breakdown of my own ...
To be a little more mysterious ?
Yeah ...

Had a Heart to Heart talk with my parents just recently ...
Well , they point out some stuffs which I never wanted to hear ..
As usual , shortcomings in me ...
I have to change to be a better person right ? I have to ...
I will try my best !

Regret

Argh !
I talked so loudly in class today ..
It's just so shameful to do such thing ...
The worst part is I got caught !
Gosh ... Why did I talked ?
Next time , I shall just zip my mouth ..
"Shhh ..."

Regret !

Paranoid ?

It was rather a fascinating experience ..
An experience that had broaden my horizons ...
Made friends with a few of them ...

Misunderstandings happened as well ...
I was wrong so wrong to get angry ..
Why was I angry ?
It's pretty normal actually to get angry since I was not told of anything ...
Well , although it makes me fear and angry ..
But there was a feeling in me that wants to understand and reveal what was a secret ..